I am not satisfied with my position in life. I know it’s my fault for the situation I am in, but I want to change that. I like working on cars but the stress from the inconsistent paychecks, good one week, terrible the next… you don’t know if you’re going to get to enjoy it or have to save it to pay bills. I have multiple savings accounts too, I pay myself first, then bills, then fun, etc. I am doing alpha cohort so I can change it, because I don’t want to work 70 hours for a 35 hour check when its slow, but I have to because I don’t want to get in a pinch of breaking into savings and not know what might happen with the next work week. I want to be able to pay everything off, never have to work again, but I will because I CHOOSE to. I do it because I enjoy it, not because I am fighting to survive. I want to spend my time with my family. I want to go out on a “work day” and take my dogs to the park. I want to travel the world and experience it. I just want to live my life. I don’t want to make someone else’s paycheck so they can live theirs.